I have seen so many “ghosts” on video (thanks, YouTube), but not once in person

I don’t even like horror movies (except maybe a few psychological horror movies, not jump scares, monsters, or body horror) and I really want to see a ghost, if it exists

This is a completely silly and irrational desire, but I can’t help it. I’ve also been to so many creepy buildings too and didn’t “sense a presence”. Just felt cold and damp

Are the ghosts allergic to me? 🤔